Worst week EVER for the Sensex and Nifty

http://news.moneycontrol.com/india/news/local-markets/worst-weekly-performance-for-sensex-nifty-ever/13/38/360464

I checked my portfolio (Otha - Long term, value principle based, scientifically built up - portfolio) - which has been largely been unattended in the last few months - and i havent seen a bigger mess in my lifetime. I instinctively feel up my pants - to see if i can have my chuddi left - i guess its still there.

I think we've lost more money than what we made in the last 2 years on the portfolio - i should be feeling guilty, stupid and fucked up - strangely i feel detached, helpless and kind of numb

Theres something wrong with my life and all thats happening in it - i cant quite put a finger on it yet

Iam contemplating turning into a big time alcoholic or something - like in the movies - i wonder if it will help :)