It is more than abundantly clear, now more than ever, that all my failures will be attributed NOT to lack of information / stimulus (for, without a shred of doubt, i think that i have had FAR superior exposure than most people i’ve known).

But they will probably be attributed to my lack of level headedness, perseverance and, believe it or not, common sense. 

I will be a MUCH better performing person if only i stopped procrastinating so much and just go through all the work on my list (that will probably take 10 or 15 minutes each)

I’ve been a lifelong* advocate of the theory that:

Betterment = Continuous Pursuit of better stimulus

But sadly, as with everything nice, there will be a point where one overdoes something – and off late, i appear to have reached that state now.

I appear to be spending most of my time trying to acquire one skill set after another, running after exposure to one stimulus after the other – but basically ignoring the fact that i have to follow up on previously acquired skill sets, absorbed stimuli (so to speak) - put them to use – get something tangible  in the bag – before wandering off to another potential gig.

Maybe it is just a passing phase, maybe it is not.

(* ‘Lifelong’ is a rather, um, tall (shall we say?) word to use. But WTF, i turn 25 in a couple of days time. And I’ve gone past, what, like atleast 30% of my quota ?

Corny, no ? if one thinks of it that way.. like you’re done living a third of your life already)