I feel terrible, its 00:45 am - and i might have botched up a 400,000 dollar contract - OR - my move might have sorted out a nagging channel problem and give me a leg up AND the 400,000 gig - its still hanging

I have a really bad feeling about this - on top of this - im terribly tired, sleepy and feel fucked up and my mom called me a -get this- 'psycho' during dinner today. Maybe i am one!

It also reminds me about strictly following the rule of not emailing anything sensitive after midnight or when im too sleepy to be sober

I feel awful ! Somebody cheer me up!