A Thought!

I have been aimlessly ambling around for the last hour across wikipedia, rediff. I appear to have this weird affliction of late.

Explained in Short thusly:

a) I want to be sooper dooper rich

b) We all worked like Donkeys to develop a system from scratch in 2 years to become sooper dooper rich making & selling Bulk drugs around the world. Its just about got going [ Yesterday - just one good day - i got 3 purchase contracts - 2 of em over USD 100,000 and one just above USD 150,000 ]

c) But now iam also forced to become more sooper dooper rich selling Stuff to make Paints & Inks. I spend 2 hours on the phone daily for this and about 20 hours a week visiting customers. This damn division currently sells a pathetic 20,000 dollars a month - we're already 8 months into this line of work and still cant quite figure out what the fuck is what.

I cant sleep, cant work - do nothing properly - I wonder if too much of a diversification is taking its toll.

That said - I guess this is just a fucken passing phase - like all the stuff ive seen before - Really more of a test of my mettle -

It'll be a fucken wonder if i come out of all this with my mental balance intact :)

Sooper Dooper rich !!

#$%^ Lifes a bitch