A Quickie thought

Um, this is one of the strangest things that happens to me. But it happens a lot.

I started on an assignment on my comp about an email lead that i received in the morning. I was feelin on top of the world, id ben waiting for the email for a month.

And then now, at 6 in the evening after 4 straight hours staring at this LCD, i suddenly feel like shit, like my whole lifes gone to waste and all.

I dunno, i just got so fucken depressed that iam about shut the fucken thing down and get the hell out

(dad sees me banging my bag on the table and says "go out and take a walk". he does not realize that the whole fucken problem is that there is no fucken place to go around here )

well, FUCK man !! iam fucken pissed !!